so im thinking of giving up on xanga.. this time for real.

i dont get feedback from anyone, which, i guess im not really asking for feedback, it just seems.. pointless? anymore. this was a way for keeping in touch with people, and now half of the people i used to communicate with i hardly speak to anymore.. not because i dont want to, but because life is hectic. those of you who feel the need know you can reach me on instant messenger.. dominiquexc.. either that or by phone>> new cell is 787-7470.

hope everyone has a good tan-line-free summer

today i wished that everyone at work (minus steve and audrey.. those who actually made my day better) would just shrivel up in the sunlight and disappear into a cloud of dust. actually, that would have been pretty awesome.. regardless, i hate work this week, basically with the deepest passion that you can't even fathom.

rachel is going to buy an ipod tomorrow for the big san fran trip next week that i really don't even want to go on. $200 well spent, if you ask me.

i think my job is turning me into someone who has a bad attitude about a lot more things than i used to. im just so apathetic. it's weird. i need to get out of this predicament before things get too stressful and i get stuck with this career at 19 years of age. whatdafuhh?

on the same subject, i have been kicking ass at work.. while work has been kicking my ass.. allegedly it goes hand in hand. im remembering things and picking up on all the new stuff pretty quick..

plus im getting another raise starting next paycheck. that rules. buuuuut it doesnt really help that every morning i wake up i dread going to work.. yeah, that part definitely sucks the fat one.

everything's amazing when you're in love.. :)

today is a day where i love pretty much everyone.

sweet.